Being blind

As i lay on my bed propped up by a pillow staring unto a formation of mass known as a computer i can only think of how things just get in the way and how most of the time the biggest thing in the way is ourselves. yesterday i learned the hard way a lesson that should have been taught by someone punching me in the face and telling me im wrong, but i thank god that these 3 people were patient enough with me to have a two and a half hour debate on god's nature and what he can and can not do. i will let you know right now that i was flat out wrong the whole time and i only realized that in the last five minutes of that conversation. i was fighting for something that i assumed rather than something that i knew but it turned out well. in the end i walked away with a life long lesson learned in 1: how stupid i can be at times but how it is unrefined intellect. 2: dont fight for something that you assume without some sort of proof. 3: sometimes it takes us till the very last second to see our wrongs but that does not make us bad. it is like a one year old who wants to play with the pretty blue powder under the kitchen sink. although they may scream for days and even weeks about it, you know that if they do get their little hands on it then they will die. so for the people out there that get bombarded by question after question from people who are seeking some sort of understanding, please be patient with them. sometimes they will not get it till the last second or when they are older, but in the end it is worth the fight to see someone become more mature and wise.