Some turn to drugs or alcohol or sex for "that" feeling. Me?
I turn to boys.
Not for sex. Not for perks. Not even to just be able to say "I have a boyfriend." No. I need to have someone there for me, someone telling me they love me, that I'm beautiful. Someone who will show me off and be proud of me. I just need that.
And here is the problem:
I base my identity off that. And one month to the date, the hour even, I ended another relationship.
Just.
Like.
That.
Amount of time single before relationship: 1 month
Amount of time in relationship: 1 month
Length of time since last relationship: 2 months.
There are so many pieces of me that I am just dust blowing around.
~Ella~
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