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perhaps this is the first time i have been around you while you were so direct.
its nice, words are flowing through into my reality now that they have less sugar coating. not that i could not understand before, but not i sense a bit more trust... i cant remind you enough that you didn't do anything wrong, but for some reason my words never quite communicate that. is this what you want? our past is not of what we spoke it would be... but is that alright? my heart is funny... it still holds care for you, your life, your well being... it always has, but not like before... bouncing around thoughts of the past never get me anywhere though.. what cant be? you are free here... in this place i created for one to run away and shared with only one other... you are free...